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19 February 2014 @ 01:28 pm
fanmix: I Will Become What I Deserve  
Medium: Books
Fandom: Harry Potter
Subject: Draco Malfoy
Title: I Will Become What I Deserve
Notes: AU. Draco left the Dark Lord's service before taking the mark. He and his parents survive the battle, but it can never be the same. Part II. [Part 1]






draco malfoy. slytherin. he figured his name would be his destiny.
he never knew that he could carve his own.


00. Help, I'm Alive | Metric (acoustic version)
If you're still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn't I do?

[the final battle]

01. The Napoleon on the Bellerophon | Beirut
They never heard you play their loud songs, on the Bellerophon
Round the sea I'm not floating by the saints of heaven
And you said that I was liar and I'm lost somewhere on the inside, forever alone.

[reunited]

02. Bad Blood (Lunice Remix) | Bastille
I don't wanna hear you talk about it anymore
I don't wanna hear about the bad blood anymore
I don't wanna hear you talk about it anymore

All this bad blood here, won't you let it dry?

[draco can't believe they haven't changed]

03. Youth | Daughter
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home
It was a flood that wrecked this

And you caused it
And you caused it
And you caused it

[fight]

04. The Fear | Ben Howard (acoustic version)
I been worryin' that my time is a little unclear
I been worryin' that I'm losing the one's I hold dear
I been worryin' that we all live our lives in the confines of fear

And I will become what I deserve

[where do we go from here]

05. Let It Go | The Neighbourhood
Couldn't quite see what the future held
And as days went by it would tell itself.
Let it struggle just a little bit more,
Let it struggle just a little bit more.

[resolve]

06. Explosions | Ellie Goulding
Explosions on the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same
It will never be the same

[draco breaks away]

07. We Don't Eat (WKND MIX) | James Vincent McMorrow
Breathless trains and, worn down glories
Houses burning, worlds that turn on their own

So we don't eat until your father's at the table
We don't drink until the devil's turned to dust
Never once has any man I've met been able to love
So if I were you my friend, I'd learn to have just a little bit of trust

[draco leaves home]


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Fairy: Bellatrix Lestrangescarletladyy on February 20th, 2014 01:56 am (UTC)
Great mix! I think the songs you've chosen are perfect and the lyrics really suit him.

Thank you for making it!
Ninasafiri: :(ninasafiri on February 23rd, 2014 12:35 am (UTC)
thank you! i'm glad you enjoy it :D
'od's fish m'dear: this story is about youamoama on February 22nd, 2014 08:55 am (UTC)
The art is heartbreakingly good and the songs fit wonderfully. I love the AU nature of this and how it gives you a chance to explore his character from a new angle. <3
Ninasafiri: :(ninasafiri on February 23rd, 2014 12:35 am (UTC)
aww, i'm super flattered! ty!
neil young: marvel ☀ natsaintgilbert on February 22nd, 2014 11:35 pm (UTC)
AH this was such a nice listen! The last track especially!
Ninasafiri: bitches be hatinninasafiri on February 23rd, 2014 12:36 am (UTC)
Thank you! I absolutely love that remix :D
avi ☁ the faerie: GoT Cat Closeflyingharmony on February 23rd, 2014 12:32 am (UTC)
OMG, this is perfect. First of all, I am in love with your cover art, and second of all, your song choice is flawless. It's so heartbreaking and so beautiful, excellent job. ♥
Ninasafiri: bitches be hatinninasafiri on February 23rd, 2014 12:36 am (UTC)
ty!!!
☾: HP. I escapedwitches on February 23rd, 2014 09:31 pm (UTC)
This is a fab mix! The songs fit both Draco and his story to perfection!
Ninasafiri: booksninasafiri on February 27th, 2014 06:14 pm (UTC)
thanks!
magical_sid: Harry Pottermagical_sid on February 24th, 2014 09:23 pm (UTC)
Oh my god this mix is perfect!
Don't know any of the songs (but will chance that shortly after posting this comment) but the lyrics are so fitting!
And your coverart is gorgeous <3
Ninasafiri: bitches be hatinninasafiri on February 27th, 2014 06:14 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint: hermionelajandiia on February 25th, 2014 03:39 pm (UTC)
Oh, there are a lot of great mixes in this round, and this one is definitely one of my favourites, because it has some amazing songs that work so well for Draco. And the cover art is more than beautiful.

Thank you so much for sharing <3
Ninasafiri: bitches be hatinninasafiri on February 27th, 2014 06:16 pm (UTC)
o///o thank you! I'm so glad you enjoy it <3
exvee: Scottythe_pursuer on February 27th, 2014 05:51 pm (UTC)
Nice! It was cool to see an examination of Draco after the war, instead of before it. And such cool song choices! Bad Blood is among my favorite songs, and I really enjoyed listening to the others -- I'll probably be adding them to my "must-listen" list. Congratulations, and thanks for sharing your mix with us!
Ninasafiri: booksninasafiri on February 27th, 2014 06:17 pm (UTC)
Yes! Post-war Draco is one of my fav HP character examinations. Bad Blood was meant for a draco malfoy mix tbh :D

I'm so glad you like it! Enjoy :)
Ruler of the Planet Omicron Persei VIII: WWE: Lita shoulderinabsentialuci on March 2nd, 2014 08:29 pm (UTC)
Very nice mix! I could really see Draco in every song. ♥
do not drink that: HM: but I was a boy toopoisontea on March 3rd, 2014 08:32 am (UTC)
Oh, wow, this is such a neat-sounding story; you manage to present a really compelling, believable AU just with simple words and songs! It works really well, I love it. Kudos!
Solitaire and Xpyne: mensoliandxpyne on March 30th, 2014 11:49 pm (UTC)
Looks like a great mix here, thanks so much for putting this together and sharing! :D
littlemissnovel ♥littlemissnovel on June 23rd, 2015 04:20 am (UTC)
Amazing mix <3